its been a while..

I def havent written in here in forever...

its almost been a year.... well since highschool i went to college... i took up medical assisting . which was a total waste of my time.. because i actually think i learned NOTHING... and im still waiting to go on externship... which might not even happen. ugh.. But i dont work at the pike anymore.. i quit there in January.. Im working f0r a cleaning service with my neighbors son .. he has his own bussiness.. so yeah ive been pretty busy with that lately.. Working nights. pretty much sucks but anyway to get money to pay the billssss.

Me and Jimmy have been broken up FOREVER. ugh. we still talk and sometimes get close again but i dont think anything is ever gonna be the same again. Sometimes i wish we could go back in time and change everything that happened.. but i guess its the way things are.

I barely see any of my friends. Like..... at all. Cept Tasha... we got really close over the last couple months.. We stopped talking for like a half of a year after we got out of school. and got in a huge fight.. but we got over it = ). yay.

Hmmm... What else has been happening...

not much i guess .. besides lookin for a new car cuz mines ready to DIE.. lol... literraly.

im gonna try to write in this more often.. i got a new layout for it... create blog has a ton.. i wish i knew about it when i used to actually use this.. but i missed my old journals. lol. it lets me EXPRESS my feelings hahaha. funny.

but im outtta here <3

Hey sup? i havent written in here ina while! Sum stuff has happened since then. I went to Prom it was good. I graduated on June 4th . Thank GOD!! lol. Me and Jimmy r good. we still fight sumtimes but not as bad as usual. i luv himm tho ;) hehe. ummm.. I have been working ALOT like everyday it feel slike but good money so thats a good thing. I got a scholarship for skewl 7 thousand dollarz sweet ;). umm. I havent been doing much up until this weekend.. I had the house 2 myself cuz my parents went camping. Jimmy John and Krista stayed over for the weekend.. Friday night we drank. and went in the pool and jaccuzi. we didnt sleep all night .. by like 5:30 everyone was tired and we had 2 be up for 6 to get ready to go to the beach . we met my uncle at 7:30 and went to Misquamicut for the day the water was freezing but it was SO hot out. So it was fun. they came back 2 my house for the night we were all sunburned. it hurt. Jimmy went to bed cuz he was hurting me and krista had some more drinks i took 2 jello shots and  1 and a half smirnofs i wasnt feeling nething lol. we watched movies all nght then i went to ebd with jimmy cuz i was exhasted. We woke up around 9 the next day and chilled i made breakfast then we took krista and john home and jimmy came back 2 my house and we chilled in my pool all day. later on we went to to dresser hill they have bad service there lol jimmy asked for a strawberry sunday they gave him hot fudge . i asked for mocha chip they gave me moose track jeeze . who Doez that lol. Then we went to his house and chilled and went to bed . This morning we came 2 my house so i could get ready for work kayla was starting with me i was training her it was okay she wasnt as dumb as most people lol.  I worked at lavazza for like 2 horus with robert . Last hour i felt like shit i felt like was gonna pass out . i got jimmy his food and came 2 my house and he layed down with me and got me tylanol and stuff :) aww how nice i love u baby. Then went in the pool for like 10 min.... Thats it tho maybe i will update more but prolly not cuz i forget

 LOve u baby :)

Senior Skip Day was fucking AWESOME!! Wow like seriously it couldnt of gotten any funner. I went to Six Flags for the day and we got there at 10 in the morning and left at 8 when it closed. It ended up being Me Jeanette Jimmys friend John John holbrook Moises Lynn and her bf chris rhealt and jen stegenger and a few more people from our skewl, we ended up seein 2 other groups from our skewl and we all went on the superman like the whole 4 carts were baypath kids and everyones like clap go baypath LOL.. I seriously kept my hands up the whole ride of the superman which is amazing lol. it was hard but i did it!! We all went on the bumper cars it was "guys against girls" lol.... Funny shit. it was just SOO much fun I wanna do it again soon.... cuz its really fun hangin out with people u never hang out with its different but awesome. and i got a lil stuffed doggy :) aww so cute.. ALSO i found 19 dollaz on the ground actually i saw it fall outta sum girls sweatshirt so i grabbed it so fast lol.... we got subway with that cuz everyone was broke lol.. but anyways Juss had 2 write bout my awesome day at Six Flags Cuz senior skip day is AWEOSMEEE and i wish we had 1 every friday haha lol.

<3-Me

hey sup? n2mh. i thought id write in here because i hardly ever do lately. well after skewl yesterday i went to work till around 9:30ish...then i went home and took a shower, jimmy called like 20 times we argued like always. well he was arguin with me about some kid thinkin im hot and how i said he was hot with short hair and all this yeah.... big fight about that. i duno nemore.. i feel like if i talk 2 sum1 hes gonna kill them. its wicked gay. so i didnt get 2 bed till like 1 in the morning and this morning i DID not wanna get outta bed ugh it was so hard lol. Im wearing my new black pants 2day i was scared 2 wear them cuz i thought they looked gay but yeah . Tasha thinks they r cute hehe. :) we might go on a road trip saturday haha! and end up in florida cuz we are DUMBASSES!! lol. anyways im outta here ;)

wow alot has happened in the last week. anyways jimmy broke up with me and its been almost 2 weeks and stuff.... he wants me back he says but i duno because hes been doing this a lot and then he gets mad at me and we fight again so if he can prove 2 me hes gonna change i'll go back but until then i cant deal with it because i DO NOT wanna get hurt again.. he doesnt understand what i went through the first week and it sucked so bad because i juss wanted to die. now im trying so hard 2 let him not get 2 me . but thats all that has been going on april vacation was last week and now its over ;( lol oh well a month left of skewl and its going by SO fast im scared . kinda. prom is in 2 weeks and i duno who im going with .!! im out tho

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